Monday, March 19, 2007
March 19th...Hmmm...
Today...Is a day. For me this day has special meaning. For others most likely not. This day has a special meaning in the worst kind of way. It's the anniversary of pure and utter evil. Evil that pains me still and is not likely to stop paining me for quite some time still. If it will ever stop. Today i had been planning to write a big long angry post, quoting Panic! At the disco songs in an angry manner, but i've done that too much already. And i really shoudln't use my blog for personal vendetta. And i thought about it and i decided that i will not write this angry post. Instead i will enjoy the day. I will not stew in anger. I will enjoy what little sun we had today. And so that's what i've done. And it has been quite a nice day. But fighting memories is tiring work. The hardest battles are the ones where you are your worst enemy. But i have survived so far and i will keep on surviving. And so now i must go. There is one more pointless, empty, meaningless post to fill the silent void. I hope you enjoyed it. But now, my bed calls, with all it's warmth and comfort. Good night.
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RO 14:5 One man considers one day more sacred than another; another man considers every day alike. Each one should be fully convinced in his own mind. 6 He who regards one day as special, does so to the Lord. He who eats meat, eats to the Lord, for he gives thanks to God; and he who abstains, does so to the Lord and gives thanks to God. 7 For none of us lives to himself alone and none of us dies to himself alone. 8 If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord.
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