Sunday, September 07, 2008
I am really angry! I am such an idiot! I'm going to smash my head against the wall! Repetitively! AGGHHH!!
I can't believe this. I slept through my alarm this morning. I'm really upset. Like extremely. By sleeping through my alarm I let so many people down. I let down my friend Monica who I was going to let borrow my Greek book. I let down my friend Emily who is president of SASF (Salvation Army Student Fellowship) and who was driving us. I was supposed to be there at 8:30. And then I let down my officers, the Maynors, and the whole rest of my corps, and everyone else in SASF. I'm so angry and upset with myself. I guess this means I can spend some time doing homework, but I'm actually really disapointed in myself. This doesn't normally happen. And now I'm worried. What if this happens tomorrow? What if I miss Greek? I can't screw up again. I never sleep through my alarm. I'm really quite angry with myself. Well, I'm going to start making up for things, one thing at a time. I'm going to meet Monica and give her the Greek book. I sent and E-mail to Emily apologizing. And I don't know what more I can do. I feel horrible. Well, I guess today's another homework day then. Please pray for me. I'm really upset about this. Cya later.