Sunday, September 07, 2008

I am really angry! I am such an idiot! I'm going to smash my head against the wall! Repetitively! AGGHHH!!

I can't believe this. I slept through my alarm this morning. I'm really upset. Like extremely. By sleeping through my alarm I let so many people down. I let down my friend Monica who I was going to let borrow my Greek book. I let down my friend Emily who is president of SASF (Salvation Army Student Fellowship) and who was driving us. I was supposed to be there at 8:30. And then I let down my officers, the Maynors, and the whole rest of my corps, and everyone else in SASF. I'm so angry and upset with myself. I guess this means I can spend some time doing homework, but I'm actually really disapointed in myself. This doesn't normally happen. And now I'm worried. What if this happens tomorrow? What if I miss Greek? I can't screw up again. I never sleep through my alarm. I'm really quite angry with myself. Well, I'm going to start making up for things, one thing at a time. I'm going to meet Monica and give her the Greek book. I sent and E-mail to Emily apologizing. And I don't know what more I can do. I feel horrible. Well, I guess today's another homework day then. Please pray for me. I'm really upset about this. Cya later.


Kapten Clark said...

What are you using for an alarm?

Did you go to church on campus then?

All day I was thinking, this is Chris's first day at the corps!

Don't beat yourself up about it though. I'm sure they somehow managed to survive without you! ;-)


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