A new song....My total theme song.

I've just gotta say that i love Panic! At the disco. They have some great songs. And all their song names are so long! I've already used "I write sins not tragedies" and today i just used "The only difference between suicide and martyrdom is press coverage" and in about a month i'm planning a blog post (yes, i plan my high quality blog posts months in advance) in which i will use their wonderful song "Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off" which i have only found to be true of one girl. But anyway, that's someone else's theme song. I have my own theme song. One of my best theme songs yet. Probably the best. I have decided that i really like it. And it really suits me. So now, my ultimate theme song of Chris! Relient K's "I so hate consequences"!

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Relient K

I So Hate Consequences

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And I'm good, good, good to go

And I'm good, good, good to go

I got to get away

Get away from all of my mistakes

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And I'm good, good, good to go

And I'm good, good, good to go

I got to get away

Get away from all of my mistakes

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So here I sit looking at the traffic lights

The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites

I want to run away I want to ditch my life

Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night

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And after all of my alibis desert me

I just want to get by

I don’t want nothing to hurt me

I had no idea where my head was at

But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that

Because I just want for all of this to end

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And I so hate consequences

And running from you is what my best defense is

Consequences

Oh God, don’t make me face up to this

And I so hate consequences

And running from you is what my best defense is

Cause I know that I let you down

And I don’t want to deal with that

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It just now hit me this is more than just a set back

And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn’t get that

And every trace of momentum is gone

And this isn’t turning out the way I want

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And after all of my alibis desert me

I just want to get by

I don’t want nothing to hurt me

I had no idea where my head was at

But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that

Because I just want for all of this to end

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And I spent all last night

Tearing down

Every stoplight

And stop sign in this town

Now I think there might

Be no way to stop me now

I'll get away despite

The fact I’m so weighed down

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All of my escapes have been exhausted

I thought I had a way but then I lost it

And my resistance was once much stronger

And I know I can't go on like this much longer

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When I got tired of running from you

I stopped right there to catch my breath

There your words they caught my ears

You said, “I miss you son. Come home”

And my sins, they watched me leave

And in my heart I so believed

The love you felt for me was mine

The love I’d wished for all this time

And when the doors were closed

I heard no I told you so’s

I said the words I knew you knew

Oh God, Oh God I needed you

God all this time I needed you, I needed you

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And I so hate consequences

And running from you is what my best defense is

I hate these consequences

Because I know that I let you down

Now I don't wanna deal with that

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Man, i love that song! Oh God...oh God...I needed you. When my past is keeping me up at night, and i don't wanna deal with anything I need God. Great song. But now i must dissapear. Goodnight!