Emptying out my phone full of thoughts....

Who of all of you knows what i do when an interesting and random thought passes through my head and i am not sitting at the computer? Thats right, i write it down in my super sensual Nokia 2652 (or is it 2562?) mobile phone. Pictured here for your viewing enjoyment. Well i have about four months worth of random thoughts bult up in my phone and so today i am going to empty it all onto my blog. So brace yourself, 'cause here it comes!

My first and most recent thought is this. I will never understand girls! I know, I know. I've been saying that for years. But i just don't get it. My three friends Anneli, Evelin and Elis were at this camp with me last week and i couldn't understand this one thing: Why did they keep calling Tatsufumi? Tatsufumi is some Japanese 23 year old dude that one of them somehow met online. But anyway, apparently they are obsessed with him. Much in the same way that i am obsessed with the three of them. The only difference is they've never met him face to face before. And i don't get get why on earth you would want to spend 7 Krooni a minute calling some boring Japanese dude. They kept saying how cute his singing was as he sang "Where'd you go, i miss you so. It feels like it's forever, since you've been gone." And because i know (and hate) the song i sang along. And it wasn't even cute! He sings too high! And i wouldn't call a guy who you call, or would like to call every day just a friend. I'm a friend too. Do i get called every day? Do i ever get called by anyone? Not really...Then comes the best part part. They say they like to talk to foreigners, that's why they call him so much. What am i? Estonian? Russian? NO! AMERICAN! I'm foreign too! Well foreigners who don't live in Estonia...Oh, okay, whatever. I won't mention that British dude who studies (and therefore lives) here. Whatever. Yes, i am just jealous that other guys can get girls obsessed with them so easily. Very, VERY jealous...Grumble, grumble, grumble....

Now to move on to a subject that absolutely disgusts me. SMOKING! Ewwww!! What's nastier than that? Well a lot of things. But smoking really sucks. When i was standing a kettles a lot i couldn't believe how much i saw people smoking. And i don't know why, but in my mind when guys drink, smoke, curse or generally act like pigs i'm just like "Whatever, they're guys" but girls...aren't girls supposed to be perfect. That's why i get so freaked out when i see a girl smoking. And not only a girl, but a beautiful girl! I hate it when i'm walking and i see a cigarette on the ground and i look at it and notice lipstick stains on one end. NASTY! And especially when i jump on a tram and stand next to a georgous girl only to smell the reek of smoke about her. Smoke is not a nice perfume ladies! So girls, please don't smoke. Because i hate it when i'm walking down the street and see a chick and go "hey she's hot" and then she pulls out a smoke and lights up and i go "ewwww!" So ladies, please, i beg you, stay beautiful, DON'T SMOKE! And guys, if you want to smoke, i'd prefer you didn't, but if you feel you must go ahead, kill yourself and leave all the more girls for me!

One thing i have noticed lately is how much we humans need each other. Ever noticed how at a camp no one will ever going to sleep because they're always talking? Even if it's against the rules. That's because we need constant communication with each other. We can't live with out it. We need each other. And one thing i've hear before is that humans need a certain amount of hugs a day and it is my theory that I, and many other people, do not get enough hugs every day. So i did a search and found this quote: "Research indicates that we need four hugs a day for survival, eight for maintenance, and twelve for growth. If we want to be growing, we need twelve hugs a day."
Jack Canfield, (b. 1944), American Writer
Now seriously, are you getting 12 hugs a day? How about 8? Or even 4!? There was a time when i'd get like 20 hugs a day, but now those days are gone. And i'm not even sure if i always get in 4. And i think something needs to be done about this. I think this could help a lot of people to be in much better moods much more often. I don't know about what to do with other people, but next time you see me do me a favor, sneak up on me and hug me. Don't you think that sounds good? I'd love it, especially because i like to think that the majority of my blog readers are attractive young females who are madly (and secretly) in love with me. I'm madly and secretly in love with you too! If only i knew who you were...But anyway, i know that this is standing in open defiance of my mom's "No touching!" rule but i believe it's necesary. And i don't think that rule is even needed anymore, it was only made because Andrei and I always "accidentally" ended up to close to Maret. But now there's no more Andrei and definitely no more Maret. So there. Next time you see me sneak up on me and hug me, it will surprise me and make me smile. Unless i don't like you. Then i might just punch you, but i'd say if you need 4 hugs just to survive it's a risk well worth taking.

Here is my final and most angry thought. I HATE PLAYBOY!!!! I'm sorry if that seems extreme but i have been sickened by the fact that there is a "Playboy mansion" game for PC, as well as all the Playboy products i saw in the German airport. And i'm not talking just about the porn. Pick up the Playboy mansion game and look on the back. If you didn't know any better you could be fooled into believeing it was an innocent game about a bunny. And walk into the Playboy store that i am very angry to see in Ülemiste mall here in Tallinn. No porn, it's all stuff for girls. Jewelery, shirts, and other clothing and all emblazoned with that cursed bunny. And who made a "Playbody mansion:gold edition" Version of the game? Geeze. I've heard it explained like this, in the way that girls and women and girls (as in young girls) used to look at models and want to be just like them, people now think that girls and women should look to the pornstars. I seriously read this. That pornstars are the models of the 21st century. Only difference is that models are modeling clothes. It sickens me. Playboy is sick. Porn is sick. It's all sick! I say we all boycott any Playboy product. We should already be boycotting any porn, but girls. That same money you use to buy that necklace from the Playboy store will end up going to pump out more porn. Those magazines cost money to make and ship worldwide. Don't support it! And anyway, this is something i've wanted to say for a long time. When i see a girl with the Playboy bunny on her shirt whqt do i automatically think of? What do you think? What's Playboy? Porn. So what do i think of when i see a girl with that demonic bunny on her. Porn, and sex, and that girl naked. Now ladies. Tell me truthfully, is that what you want when a guy looks at you? Or would you rather have him look at you and say "What a nice pretty face she has" or "What georgous hair she has". All i know is that i hate that bunny and would rather not see it plastered all over my beautiful friends. And it especially upsets me when i see 12 year old girls come to the Lastekeskus from school with pins they got in class that have the Playboy bunny on them. Seriosuly, if you want to tell the world "I'm sexy, easy to bed, and a slut" what better way then to wear the logo of a porn company. So i say we all completely destroy Playboy as best we can. It sickens me.

Well that's the last of my thoughts for today. Now i'm tired and want to do something else. SoI'll Cya all later! Bye!